Date: 01 December 2023
Title: Triumphs and Reflections
Today was one hell of a rollercoaster. End sem exams had me drowning, but amidst the academic chaos, a ray of light broke through—I snagged an internship at BMC Software. The rush I felt was indescribable. 🌟
I hit up my folks pronto to spill the beans. Dad was stoked, urging me to loop in Mom. Both were bursting with joy, their support hitting me in the feels. ❤️
Spreading the news among my buddies was intense. Tayyab, my trusted friend, went all out broadcasting it. Kartik, Sanket, and Prasad were hyped, matching my vibe. Bhavya, my partner-in-crime during interviews, didn’t make it, but his happiness for my win hit differently—almost got me feeling emotional. 🎉
Then there were the special friends, rallying their whole hostel crew to join in the happiness. The vibes were contagious. And those few friends who were eagerly waiting for my success? They made it feel like their win too. Plus, one friend had double reasons to celebrate, adding to the crazy mix of emotions today. 🎉🎉
Hostel life turned into a mini rave. Chaitanya and Anuj threw party of sweets and snacks for a surprise bash. We partied hard, the genuine happiness around me making it an epic night. 🏠✨
But then, as the night crept in, doubts clawed at me. Why me? Were others more deserving? Did I steal this chance? Mixed emotions—my success brought joy, but their misses hit hard. 😔
Turned to Ganapati Bappa, seeking answers. No luck. Prayed for clarity from Lord Ganesha, but clarity eluded me. 🙏
Today was a mix of victory and contemplation, leaving me with a blend of gratitude, joy, and self-reflection.
Signing off for now, Diary. 🌙
Catch you later,
With Dev-ish spirit,
Samael Morningstar.
(signing off)